Day 1

After taking the first dose of Citalopram my sleep came very quickly.

I alway like to go to bed early and read . I’m not an avid TV watcher .

Sadly the blissful slumber didn’t last and from 2.30 this morning it was relentless mind whizzing .. I felt like a hamster who was unable to hop off its wheel

I think I finally got back to sleep at 4.00 but finally gave in and got up at 6.

My head is feeling pretty fuzzy and it feels like it’s drifting off my shoulders and floating away.

Not a nice feeling and my mood is pretty low. I think because the atmosphere at the minute is pretty dire it isn’t helping

I’m not sure what is going to happen in the coming days and I think the uncertainty is causing even more whizzing in my noodle ..my fate is to be determined by someone else who doesn’t really care that much about me .. I struggle onwards and hopefully upwards at some point